what to do with this pain?
with the marks on my arms,
with the marks in my heart
I can't find a reason to live
I just want to die!
what to do with this pain?
with the marks on my arms,
with the marks in my heart
My mind isn't capable to think clear
I just want to die!
why is there nobody who sees
that I am in pain?
that I don't know what I doing here
that I mutulate myself,
just so I can cope with things
for another day
Actually it's simple...
I figured out what the cause is.
nobody cares for me,
they only know me
when they need something
they don't care what I do or who I am!
'cause if they would they would know
that my life isn't worth living it
and they would try to help.
but they don't care so...
what to do with this pain?
with the marks on my arms
with the marks in my heart
I can't find a reason to live
I just want to die
Would He be so kind to let me die tonight???
08 febr. '04