when I'm alone I cry for all the problems that I have, I want to run away and never come back. I'm still hoping that my problems will go away somehow, but I gess it will never be the same as before, my dreams are gone and now my hope to, what is then the reason that I live for? when I'm not happy I make somebody onhappy, when I'm happy I have to cry because others have problems. why can't life be fair? why can't life be easy? I want zo go away from here. some place I've never been before, then I leave my heart here and start again whit a new and better life. but something stops me, something I don't know. maybe I'm just afraid for what's comming, alle my feers are stopping me. I don't have any hiding place anymore. and when they find me I go with them and say goodbye to my life. and maybe then I'll be happy above.