war in my head,
battles won by sadness.
war in my head,
so many died.
fighting, only fighting,
to beat this feeling.
I'm in war,
in with what I am.
I can't beat this,
It's taking over me,
I feel so weak,
I can't live in this war.
I have to end this,
I can't take it anymore,
why is this happening,
why to me?
this war is killing me,
kills everything inside of me,
it keeps on killing,
it makes me numb more and more.
this war made me numb,
I can't cry anymore.
I'm afraid to be happy,
afraid to lose it all over again.