what was will never be...
still the past is what made me...
I used to think love was waiting for me
and would pull me out of this hole...
I used to think that this was just temporary
that It would change if I just had a goal
Now I know thats stupid
there will never be an end
this is all lifes got for me
no one to take me by the hand
I used to think things wouldn't happen if they were unfair
how could I be so naive?
thinking that someone would care?
I used to think there would be an answer to my feelings
like they would solve if I got a life
that I would be catched if I took the wrong dive...
I've learned ....
But has It gotten better?
I've suffered...
but did it matter?