Within the rock that used to be my heart,
I still can feel the wounds you caused.
Once it was pure stone, strong as anything can be,
Immune to love, to care, to long, to cry.
But then you came around,
Slowly advancing, closer to my heart.
Although made of stone,
You slowly broke the walls down,
Brick by brick, wall by wall.
Did I let you? Did you ever ask?
You removed it all,
All the toughness,
Making me weak.
I cared, I longed for you,
I really loved you but then you made me cry.
Did you just wanted to tear my heart apart?
Couldn’t you see me walking
Without feelings?
Did you really had to see
How you could hurt me inside?
Once I dreamed about 1 love
A love meant to last forever.
I lived for that dream.
Now I seems, I dreamed for nothing.
Outside I’m solid, hard and rejecting every sign of love.
Inside I’m trying to heal, to understand,
To forget your love, the love you've given,
The love I gave, the love I still feel between us.
Once I dreamed bout getting you back.
I wanted you back so bad.
I needed your shoulders to lean on,
Your presence to feel home,
Your love to carry me on.
Now I seems, I dreamed for nothing.
Once I dreamed that I would wake up
Knowing all this was a dream.
A nightmare I couldn't wake up from.
Once I dreamed I woke up,
And saw you lying next to me.
Not as a friend, nor a stranger.
But as my wife, my wife I married long ago.
Now I dream...
I dream about...
Nothing.
...
Can all my dreams be over?