My fear of losing you
is growing stronger every day.
The thought of being without you
scares me more then I can say.
Getting out of the car today
was the hardest thing to do.
I know that I was smiling,
but in fact I was feeling blue.
I wanted to make it easier
just a useless try.
Or a silly attempt of me
not to make me cry.
Sometimes I wonder
if this can really last.
A thing that feels so nice
might become a thing of the past.
So what should I do,
wait for pain to struck?
Or just enjoy the moments
of pure and utter luck?
Doubts always cloud
my vision on life and love.
Being with you is heavenly
but it might become rough.
But life's about taking chances
and I'll take one, brand new.
And maybe my dreams 'll get crushed
but for now, I know I love you.