You ask me what’s wrong,
But I lie to you.
Don’t want you to see,
The pain that you’re caussing.
I do not hate you for that,
It’s just that I hate myself.
You want to help me,
But I need to help myself.
I know it’s hard to understand,
But it’s also hard to stay fine.
To feel the pain I feel,
To not fall in that hole again.
I know I can trust you,
But I don’t trust myself.
Just because I know it,
Something about you.
And I’m scared to lose again,
To lose friends,
To feel pain, sorrow
And sadness again...