You say it's all great
you say it all the time
It's not about me
But then why
why can't I believe that
It's always about me
I always do things wrong
Please forgive me
I can't help it
These problems
Always follow me around
I hate this life
Don't say it isn't so
Every time it's the same
I always mess things up
Can't keep my big mouth
Somebody just shoot me
So I don't feel the pain
Don't want to feel
The pain no more
Please forgive me
Guess it happened again
Always I do it wrong
Do you hate me now?
I hate this life
See me laughing
The outside is fake
Inside it's bleeding
All the talks
Behind my back
Start to sting
Just don't look at me
It hurts too much
Can't go on
Living this life
A life of pain
Oh God, why?
I hate this life
I hope to die