The f*cking pain I feel is killing me slowly.
But, it's not my f*cking fault,
and it is my f*cking fault.
My f*ckt up mind is hurting me.
In so many f*ckt up ways.
My mind doesn't belong to my f*cking body anymore.
It doesn't listen to me,
no matter what I say.
Goddamnit, it knows it's killing me,
but it can't stop.
It will not stop,
no matter what I do or say.
It doesn't care how I feel.
But I'm so f*ckt up in many ways.
And it ain't gonna go away.
It's like it wants me death.
Like I don't belong to the f*cking world.
(Sorry voor the heel f*ck..... Het deed me goed om effe zo te schrijve :-p )