Everyday is so wonderfull, but suddenly
it's hard to breathe.
It hurts my soul, cause I can't let go all these walls
are cavin'me.
I can't stop mu suffering.
Now and then I get insecure from all the pain
I'm so ashamed.
I'm about to break, getting nothing in return.
My heart has been bruised, so sad but it's true.
I'm trying so hard to fill the emptiness, the pieces gone
left the puzzle undone.
Is that the way it is?
I hate to show that I lost control
cause I keep going right back to the one thing
that I need to walk away from.
Inside I'm screaming, begging please no more
It's so hard to stand ground when you're so afraid
No-one reaches out a hand for me to hold.
In the mirror is where I come face to face with my fears.
All my life I have tried to be something besides myself.
Now time has passed and I'm ended up someone else in regret.
What did I do to deserve the pain of this slow burn?
But nobody can help me because
I'm the only one who can rescue me from me...