O silver shining blade
you give me shivers
shivers of desire
a strange desire
Which I was never abel to cope
and perhaps never will be
Until I met im
I was blinded by love
thoght I was able to coe
cope whith my feelings
to risist my desire
But it gave me a lot of stress
So I ran back
Back to my silver shining blade
that gives me shivers
shivers of desire
He found out
we talked
I thought he would help me cope
a few weeks later, he didn't love me anymore
It made me run back
back to my silver shining blade
that gives me shivers
shivers of desire
Now I'm back again
not blinded, but still love
a love that would hurt me
I hope he doesn't love me
couse I wont be abel to cope
not a kiss
not even an embrace
it would hurt me
It would make me run as hell
to my silver shining blade
that gives me shivers
shivers of desire
a desire to hurt myself