Mixed emotions swallow me
With every thought and doubt.
I hate this ambiguity;
I hate this zig-zag route.
I long for perspicuity
And nothing but the truth,
I need a solid lover to care for me, forsooth.
In every way I loved you
From the passion to the lust:
I would have laid down everything
Just to keep our trust.
But trust has blown away
Like a leaf in summer’s breeze,
We find each other begging
“Will you stay with me, please?”
Although our love is vibrant,
And our friendship is our treasure,
The clouds of pain have blown in
And blocked our emotional pleasure.
We need to make it through this-
The sun will soon come out
And transport us back to old times
When we loved without a doubt.