Love is an eternal paradox.
You showed me it's beauty,
it's joy, it's pleasure.
We were happy, the world was ours.
We would get married, run away.
We didn't care, we were in love.
You showed me happiness in it's purest form.
You fulfilled my mental emptyness.
You left me with nothing more to dream about.
Because dreams are as unreachable as the stars.
If we had everything we wished for, we would have nothing
more to dream about.
That was my situation.
The only thing I could dream about is thinking I would see you soon.
You showed me it's beauty.
You were my fairy, sprinkling me with glitters,
enchanting me, leaving me wondering and happy.
You showed me it's darkside.
Love is so easily turned into hate.
Humans are so easily eaten by hate.
Loving is difficult, hating is easy.
Why o why do we so often choose the easy way out?
I hope you understand I never ment to hurt you.
You were my first love, I didn't know what to do.
I was mentally a baby.
You turned me into an adult.
Noticing I hurt you hurt me more than you can imagine.
I never ment it like that.
Love is also darkness.
The darkness I live in without my light.
You were that light.
Now in eternal darkness I can only see the stars and wish
for one of them to fall down again to enlighten my path.
The way you once did...
I still love you and I hope you don't get me wrong, I still wonder
what would have happened if we would have walked the path together,
smiling at rainbows, watching falling stars...
I wonder....is there still hope?
I wonder, and I wonder.
Love, the eternal paradox...
Signed with a kiss,
Dave