feel like writing, but the words won't come out
feel like loving, but the words would be to proud
feel like dying, but the knifes are dull
feel like crying, but the tears are gone
act like a lover, but no-one is looking
act like a happy person, no-one can see
act like a looser, all i do is loosing
act like dying, maybe it gets real
write about love, it never will be real
write about friends, they will steal
write about anger, the hatred is inside
write about death, stabbed in the back
die in agony, take your last breath
die in pain, toll the brazier bell
die in sorrow, enter the gate
live for eternity, in the red blazing hell