Mental schizophrenia is gaining strength inside of me
Sometimes I'm someone else - a split personality
My brains are snarled and I'm fighting myself
Opposing the other me who leads me to the shelf
My head is visited by uninvited strangers
And my psychological wall is starting to crack
My mind is the favorite playground of love and anger
And of contradictions who bring me off track
Nobody ever sees the real me
The one who is his own worst enemy
Nobody ever sees the lonely child
Who little by little is dying on the inside
Intruders are dancing in my head, making it a total mess
They're the cause of gigantic dilemma's and mental stress
On the inside I find the biggest form of contradiction
Like a demented fool exposed to a constant transition
The facade remains, but the interior is crumbling
Fists are banging but nobody hears the rumbling
Voices are screaming, hands are reaching
Hearts are bleeding and looks are deceiving
No one ever sees the tears
When I'm hiding away with all my fears
No one ever sees the one who I really am
A confused being locked in an empty shell