Maybe i don't fit into this.......
And like hell i'm pissed!
It's just a decoid.......
But it's never gonna fill my void!
The gap in the brain........
Showing like a bloodstain........
I feel depressed and alone......
Having a girl on the phone......
Maybe she will kill me.....
Ah well , we'll see!
Losing my grip on reality......
Just let me be......
I burste into tears.....
Being abused by my own fears.....
Hear the breakin of a spine....
Painful: it's mine.......
Sometimes i awaken.....
Feeling all forsaken.....
Feeling like my bones are broken.....
Now it's darkness that has choken...
Tormenting as it seems......
Righthand bleeding.....
Darkness and chaos feeding.....
I look at my hand's:
They're coverd in blood....
I look at my leg's:
They're covert in mud....
i wish i had someone to talk to...
someome i could convide in....
that's just all i wanna do!
cuz all my life is sinn.....
when the time strikes by.....
my life turns souer....
i wanna kill myself....
EVERY FUCKING HOUR!
is it wrong or is it right?
if i killed myself tonight,
chances are that i might!
all of this, it makes no cence...
i love some people here
sometimes they make me cheer
but the situation im in now....
weighs as heavy as a cow!(lol)
what's the point of living.....
if you can die for the same price?
like a car that has been driven
my life is filled with mice....
R.I.P. TheSandman