I wish I knew
How would we be,
If this stuff wouldn’t never laid before us, for the taking..
How would we be,
If we ware sober all the time..
How would we survive,
If there wasn’t an alternative way out of here?
How would we have lived,
If this would have never happened.
Would we ever knew each other?
And if we did, would we be the same?
Would we feel better,
And live life easier?
Would we understand life’s questions,
And could we deal with it more easily?
Would we still stand by each other,
Give each other hope?
Would I go through this life alone,
Or with you by my side?
So if that is the only good thing about this whole situation,
I still don’t regret the steps I’ve made..
I got to know you, on a whole different level.
I got to care for someone, so deeply,
That not much could come between us..
But are we at a step now,
That this stuff is coming between us?
Am I losing you, to all this?
Or are we growing closer,
To a friendship that is very dear to me..
There have been so many lies,
Such an amount of pain..
Are we strong enough to endure this?
Or will we lose each other in the process?
I’m scared of losing you,
I’m scared of losing myself..
And I have been losing myself lately,
Though I never really showed that to you..
Am I going to be okay?
Are we going to be okay in the end?
I don’t know, I wish I knew…