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You ask me to forget,
All those things youíve said.
But youíve cross a line.
Youíve gone too far,
Even after I told you to stop.
I said stop, please stop here.
But you didnít.
You only did what you always do.
After which you asked me again to forget.
All those nasty things you said.
But theyíre in my mind,
Theyíre with me everywhere I go.
I canít forget it just like that.
You told me that you could understand it,
So you just ask me to forgive you,
Like thatís an easy thing to do.
You ask me to forgive you,
To forgive instead to forget.
To act like I did before,
To forget what it was like.
But in my mind forgiving,
is the same as waiting.
Up until the moment it happens again.
You said to me No it wonít,
But I know it will.
It always does.
Why are you asking for forgiveness?
Why are you looking for another change?
Why do you think you deserve it?
You screwed up your first change.
You screwed up your second,
And now youíre telling me youíve changed?
That you wonít mess it up this time?
Who are you to tell me to believe that?
Even if I could believe it
Itís still in my head,
Always on the surface.
Always surrounding me,
Everywhere I go.
I canít just forget it,
But Iíll try to forgive.
who we're kidding here?
You know I won't.
- De kleine vlinder -
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