~Living life~

to hate someone
is not always
some choice you made
there are things
you have to live with
- what if you can't?

living life
when you hate someone
is difficult
living life
when that someone is you
is impossible

I tried to tell myself
I'll stop hating myself
though I've leart
it's not some choise
you can't lie to yourself
even if you want it so bad

living life
when you hate someone
is difficult
living life
when that someone is you
is impossible

"everything is possible
if you just believe"
how can you believe something
you know it's not true?
so don't expect me
going to think I'm okay