Things are still the same,
still me hanging on thin line,
still me left alone,
still me without the heart that can’t shine.
My heart wants to,
but it just can’t,
just because there are things in life,
things for me that weren’t meant.
Meant for me to happen,
things that make me suffer constantly,
a constant reminder of the pain,
of the things I need to face like reality,
things I need to face for an eternity.
It’s making me want to leave,
because life is to hard to face,
It’s pointless to stay,
because life, it just seems like a maze.
A maze from which we can’t escape,
It’s hard to describe,
What I experience day by day,
All negative things,
not even one positive vibe.
I hate this life,
I hate this feeling,
I hate myself,
I hate that I’m dealing.
Dealing with the constant pain within,
The same pain that is weakening me,
The same pain that flows beneath my skin,
The same pain that doesn’t want to let me be.