the long best friends i faked
the ruin i made
the friendship i tought it would be more
just walked true that door
the tears that filled my eyes
where the tears of shame
the shame i made on myself to you
the shame that only when i'm drunk comes true
the ever last long smile i fake
is not fake anymore
fake smile
but real tears
i should not had to tell you my crush on you
i should had to keep it for my own
the tought that i made a chans with you
is zero to the bone
but now i know the answer
my heart get's filled with blood
blood that let's me slowly die
until the death you know i love you
because death is not the end
i'l maybe meet you never again
but when i'm dead you would undertand
that girls like me make no change with boys like you
i liked you alot ...!/3