do i have to be ashamed of life
the words said no longer unspoken
no god or devil can take my thoughts
i am no follower in no herd
life has possessed the way i walk
and all i did was learn
to not stumble on every stone
too much cigarettes kill my health
i am not numb or feelingless
might be stoned in love but not a rock
if i could run and not look back
i wonder if i would
not someone else but me i feel
the hanging sword of justice might fall down
but cannot change the way i am
the warmth inside
keeps the cold out of sense
going deep is not enough-