And when will I let it go
For one moment open my gate
So I can spit it all out
Enlighten my shoulders
Enlighten my heart
But I am so afraid...
Right now I can’t go on anymore
It’s a way
a way to heavy weight
but pressure can’t find it’s borders
it’s pilling up, pilling up
no one’s there
no one can call it to stop
I tried to get lost
made myself disappear in darkness
in the obsucrity of a cave
to run away from world saddness
to close eyes for the running madness
where I know
that this way will not solve
where it won’t heal my heart
I cannot stop from doing this
I’m just figuring out what’s the best start
The best first step
For fixing every broken part
Dry every devastating tear
Just exploring a way
And try to accept
That I’ve lost you forever
My sweet Dear..
That you will never be here
Never anymore
never be near...