Nights are dark and lonely
It’s just me, all alone
Alone with the pain
The pain deep inside ..
There is fear, lots of fear
I don’t want to sleep
I don’t want to see the images
When I close my eyes
But I’m tired
I can’t keep my eyes open
But then it hurts ..
It hurts like it’s all happening now..
I can feel it,
I can smell his sweat
I can see the look in his eyes ..
I can hear him …
I wake up again ..
Scared as hell..
I try to stay awake all night..
but I’m so tired .. I can’t …