Breaking my own heart.
I never knew
I could break my own heart
But now I think of you
It’s being ripped apart
I don’t want to say this
And wished it had never been
And my final wish
Is that you’ll stay my friend
But I fell in love with another girl
And I don’t want to hurt you
Because you rocked my world
I just don’t know what to do
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I just wanted
That it wasn’t this hard
But she enchanted
My heart
And now I’m sick of it all
Don’t want to lie to you
But sooner or later it’ll fall
And I know you know it too
I’m totally shaking
Don’t know what to say
I know your heart will be breaking
And that’s why I’m so afraid
But I can’t live this lie
And I have to say it
You are gonna wanna know why
I advise you to go sit
Now my hands will start trembling
My heart is hurting
I don’t know a thing
I just don’t know how to bring
This explanation is not enough
But I don’t know how to say it in another way
It may sound too rough
And I’m so frickin’ afraid
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I just wanted
That it wasn’t this hard
But she enchanted
My frickin’heart
And now I’m sick of it all
Don’t want to lie to you
But sooner or later it’ll fall
And I know you know it too
Why did I fell in love with her?
And why do I have to hurt you for it?
It will hurt me too, I’m sure
I really hate this shit
I guess this means the end
I really did love you
But now just want to be your friend
I hope you want that too
If not I’ll understand
Just know one thing
When I held your hand
All the stuff I sing
All the things I write
I mean it all, It’s all true
I hope you see the light
And will get through
Because I never meant to hurt you
And this isn’t what I want
I hope you see the truth
This way I just can’t
Be with you
Goodbye.