Hard to believe it
Hard to think of it
Hard to ignore it
Hard to live with it
Hard to deal with it
Hard to be okay with it

I don’t understand what I’ve done wrong
I don’t understand why you all just carrying on
Seems like I have nothing to live for
My days are empty, and my life even more

Why can’t I be the average teenager
Doing all the fun stuff everybody else is doing
It seems you all don’t want me to enjoy you,
I feel like such a fool, ashamed of myself
Ashamed of the way I live, ashamed of the things I do, do.

I don’t know how to change it.
Everytime I want to do something, no one else seems wanting do it with me.
I don’t want to live all by myself, and they’re calling me their friend...
Why does it seems that they prefer to be with others than me then?
This has to end, they can’t just put me away.
No I wanna stay.

Hard to believe it
Hard to think of it
Hard to ignore it
Hard to live with it
Hard to deal with it
Hard to be okay with it

I'm just a shoulder to cry on,
just someone who tells you to go on
Just someone who is always there for you
Without expecting anything back
wow I must be a pain in the neck.
Or just a stupid fool...

Hard to believe it
Hard to think of it
Hard to ignore it
Hard to live with it
Hard to deal with it
Hard to be okay with it