Don't know how to start,
remembering all the plans we had.
Don't know how to tell you this,
knowing you will go mad.

I can only say;
I will not live up to our plans.
I will never be the me you wanted me to be.

I can only be,
sorry for all I never be.

Don't know how to say,
that your smart daughter left yesterday.
Don't know how to write,
that she left last night.

I can only feel,
selfish and corrupt.
The doubt in my voice should say enough.

I can only hope,
you will love me anyway.
I'm hoping to receive your love.

Don't how to begin,
a sentence knowing it will destroy,
all good hope you have for me.
All good hope you had for me...