i’m walking through the rain- alone, forgotten
thoughts faster then lightning run through my head
all so much sharper then my knife clasped thightly-held against my heart
they all dont seem to hear me screaming
deafend by my pain- sickend by my tears
as i look up high above
dark clowds forming- coming closer each second
surrounded by the dark, i realise
i distroyed my one source of light
standing all alone to face reality
i know there’s nothing left to keep me
all that i ever dreamt of, all i sacrificed blood for
has slipped out of my weakend grasp
i’m left knieled on the grouwnd
i fould my hands- covered with blood- and beg for salvation
chocking in my own words-now I see who I really am