Jealousy
I told myself not to show it and not to have it
But every time you look at someone else
Every time you talk about someone else
I'm jealouse
I don't tell you, because I'm ashamed
I shouldn't be jealouse
But I am
You're my sweetheart, my everything
And I'm afraid for you to suddenly be my nothing
You tell me not to fear
But I'm afraid all the time
You tell me not to shed tears
But it's a waterfall I cry
You say you'll always be here
I believe you, but still there's jealousy
I'm not a normal girl
And you've got somany of them around you
I can't give you the simple things they can give
So that's my reason to fear
Every little thing you do
that makes me mad
May not be meant for me to get angry
But the jealousy I have within
Makes me doubt you
And I'm so sorry