after all what happend,
we stayed best friends.
i like you so much,
hope it never, never ends.
but i really miss you,
it's maybe strange to say,
but i really want to see you,
it doesn't matter at wich way.
i wanna give you a big hug,
just feel me safe with you,
for a moment rest in your arms,
don't think about the worse things i did or do.
i still feel confussed,
is this a friendship of am i in love?
i don't know anymore,
should i chose my boyfriend above?
i think i don't love him,
i just use him to forget,
the one that i propably
never can get.
it's wrong i know,
but i thought i was over him now,
that's not the truth,
i tried but i don't know anymore how.
i lied to myself,
saw another truth,
don't wanted to crie anymore,
don't wanted to see the dripping blood.
now i see it wasn't right,
to love another one, to lie, even to fight...