I feel very weird because I think I love someone.
I love him since I was a kid. But we never really dated. I don't know why, it just never happened. I'd never realized that I love him, but now my friend loves him too! And I think he loves her too! I'm desperate!!!!
I don't know what to do anymore! I think they soon gonna kiss each other. But I wanna be the first one he kisses, and he hast to be my first boy!
I always was the one and only girl for him. But now my friend is gonna be. And that hurts me badly.
Nobody knows my feelings for him, because I've always denied them. I
I can't stop thinking of him. I want to scream it out, I want to tell him what I feel, I want to stop time.
I think I'm truly in love. I can't stand he kisses someone else. I hate that thought! I don't want to see them hug, kiss and do stuff together. Because it hurts too much!
You may think that I am a very jealous girl, but I TRULY love him. I know it for sure now!
But it's too late...