My heart should bleed to death

The world I heart
With pain of eyes
I heart myself
With pain of nights

Afraid of dark places
Locking everything inside
Keeping the fear behind
With hiding faces

Eyes of sadness watch the night
Between the world of wrong and right
Keeping up with fading stars
Wishing you would be on mars

I am not worth to be alive
Make into the dark a dive
My heart should bleed to death
Drowning without being wet

Deed in my soul
Where the written secrets hide
It dark and full of pain
But the secrets stays remind

Deep in my heart
Fear is hiding
Within the dark playing
A child’s angel of death

My soul is bleeding
Of damaging secrets
The key is lost
Inside I am screaming

A screaming child
Without knowing love
Getting kicked in to the wild
Asking forgiveness from above

Now one would hear my prey
Asking Ayden to stay
The world is cold around
Emptiness is filling the sound

The thought of killing myself is coming around
Keeping that ugly sound
Blood running out of my mind
Keeping the pain remind

Broken wounds of angel wings
The child stays remain within
Scared of broken feelings
Lost the key to get out or in

Trapped by my own
Peaces broken mind
Simply capped tappet
In a world of blind

Escaping pain of the mint
Escaping fear of any kind
By cutting wounds of fear
Nothing to keep me hear

Seeing death within the eyes
Counting the pain of days
Trouble with believing
That anyone would mind

Me leaving this behind
Keeping death alive
Slaved by kings of black
Never will I come back

Pain of eternity is growing
It will never heal inside
I can’t keep going
With this many pain inside

In the world of dark
I will drown in red
Just like my faith said
My heart should bleed to death