My life's a mess
as always
I count my days
day by day I only get more pain
feels like a scorpion sting
just waiting to die now
but I don't know how
how did I get myself into this
I can't just take it for what it is
I need to feel secure
need to find a cure
when I die
I don't want to lie
lie to myself of what I don't know
it's something I can't show
or some language they don't speak
they don't see that I am strong
but just as weak
need to feel, need to be
want to see that I am real
but I'm just as blind as they are
salvation is just as far
far away, long distance call
they are waiting for me to fall
flat on my face so I can't move
how long is this gone take
"till I awake?"