She lies asleep, her eyes are closed
But you kiss her sweet lips once more
Perhaps she wakes up like sleeping beauty
Although you know her eyes will never open
You kiss her cold, soft lips one last time
After you whispered some beloved words
Saddened you know this would the last day
That your souls would be together as one
With a trembling voice you say goodbye
And with crying eyes you slowly walk away
Wondering why she has abandoned you
And why she has broken her promise
You try to hold your teardrops inside
Because you would not weep on her funeral
But a tear slides from the corner of your eye
Towards your lips, where it falls apart
Only a few days ago, she had enough
She couldn’t handle her pain any longer
Self-injury couldn’t answer her sorrow
Therefore she gave up, she lost her battle
She went to the bathroom, locked the door
And she wrote her last words down on paper
Then she took a lethal overdose medicines
And she closed her eyes, falling asleep
But today, you shed your tears for her
Though she thought nobody would miss her
She assumed that no one would cry for her
She thought nobody would come to her funeral
But with a white rose in her cold hands
You watch her disappear in the earth
Farewell, my love, is the last thing you said
Although deep inside your heart, she lives on
~ July 13, 2006 ~
Normaal doe ik er geen berichtje bij.
Maar vandaag doe ik dat wel eventjes.
Omdat ik erbij wil zeggen dat het fictie is.
Liefs, en bedankt voor het lezen.