Doubt
In my head there’s something wrong
And in my body there’s something gone
It’s hard to figure it out
Outside everything is so loud
But in my head there’s total silence
I’m trying to remember the good times
But al I am getting is signs
Not from god, but from my inner self
She’s telling me to stop, to just let go and give up
Al these thoughts, my mind just reeling
And I keep wondering, is this the right feeling?
Am I supposed to just give up?
Tell my family this life isn’t working for me
And that I want it to stop?
I can’t allow myself to start believing, that that’s the best solution.