On my skin i still feel that soft summer breeze
now I read your letter
Forgive me please
I didn't know better
There's nothing else I regret more than losing you
I know I'm the one to blame
When you're running through my head skies turn from black to bleu
and walls colour red of shame
I didn't knesw it was suicide playing in your head
the thoughts of being dead
fantasies about you last breath
was that the reason why we met?
Tears running down my cheek
don't want to think about it anymore
everybody is looking like I'm a freack
and outside it starts to pour
stars shine less bright when you're not here
i can't think clear
I still carry your letter with me dear
when i read it , i can smell your fear
First the fire in your eyes faded
you started acting like a fool
you killed people in mind , thos you hated
after that you were only cruwl
you still had a disire
it made you hate yourself
you turned into a liar
now i sit here , talking shit to myself
you didn't think about the wounds you made
cause inside you were already torn apart
at the end you weren't much but a shade
because of the feelings who were fighting inside your heart
now i was standing in your shoes
but they don't seem to fit
you left me here without any clues
leaving in all this shit
by the last words i heard of you
i could hear the weakness in your voice
I didn't knew what to do
It looked like you didn't have a choice
your feelings shattered on the floor
so you dived into a pool of selfdistruction
your heart rotten to the core
but your letter was still under construction
I still don't believe you're realy gone
and I cry in the chaos of the stilness
I think you were the one
and now I scream because i'm so flawless