I don’t blame you for treating me,
The way that you did
Without respect,
As if I didn't really matter

I don’t blame you for keeping me down
For holding me back,
When I could finally have broken free
From all the thoughts and fears in my mind.

I don’t blame you for acting as if I didn't exist
Like I was just a toy
That you could play with when you wanted to
And ignore when I needed you the most.

I don’t blame you for pushing me away
For not hugging me when I was crying
For not even looking at me
When I said: I love you

But I do blame you for lying
For saying you love me
But never did!
For making me so happy for the first time...
And then breaking my heart.
For that I DO BLAME YOU!