everything is turning around
memories they were lost
but now they are found
not that I want to remember
I feel like I did before
lost miserable and sick
not aware of any cure
just hoping this is a bad trick
why are they doing this
what do I have to learn
I feel miserable each kiss
but that's not what they say
I feel like I have to burn
for the things that are
happening each day
I know they are not far
and so I have to obey
but I don't know
what those memories want
they are keeping me low
so, making mistakes I can't
but they are keeping me
from being alive
maybe I see
that, that is my life
broken, lost, dizzy and blind
for everything in this world here
maybe I will someday find
some peace for what I fear
xxx little freak