I lie awake and wonder
what will my future be
when all at once my heart grew fonder
as he stood next to me
could I just have met
the one who'd sweep me of my feet
whom I thought of awake in bed
the boy I'd longed to meet
I could no longer drift
along, and wait another day
the sails of love I had to lift
let them guide me on my way
My feelings I could no longer
Keep locked up inside
The longing still grew stronger
To have someone by my side
blinded by this longing
my foolish heart refused to see
what HE inside was feeling...
and unwillingly pushed him away from me