I've closed my eyes
I'm sick of al the lies
I won't feel anything around me
there is nothing left that I can see.
Nobody will hurt me anymore
my blood slowly drops down the floor
all this mess became to much
and nothing was there what I could trust.
It feels so cold out here
you might think that I don't care
but it breaks me from inside
I was seeking a place to hide.
Nothing can fix this mess I have made
and I realy didn't want to make things worse
but this scarrs won't fade
and I know that for shure, because
I always feel what makes me want to leave
there is nothing that I can achieve
I can't do things like I should
only get my arms under blood.
Today I close my eyes
because I want to hide me for this awful life
I won't here all of the lies
afther a cut with my lovely knife.