*†* this will hur you more then me *†*
My anger is tearing me apart
My pain is way to strong
My fear is still growing
And it all feels so wrong!
I can barely stand anymore
And I ask myself: why am I
Still trying to fight against
My darkest thought, o why?
Am I still trying to get a life
Like my little child’s dream?
But I know my sorrow will
Never end and I start to scream:
‘Why do you all treat me
like I’m nothing good for?
It really hurts me so much
I can’t even take it anymore!’
I shut my mouth and think
You all just don’t even care
But I’ll know, this is gonna hurt
You more then me, I’ll swear
Full of anger and full of pain
I throw my little child’s dream away
And let my darkest thoughts enter
For now I have lived my last day!
† Suicide! †