I lost my dignity and my pride,
fighting a never-ending fight.
No good in what I do and say,
shall I give up or survive this day?
I lost the chains where I am me,
but now I escaped, I'm still not free.
People blame me, if I want to feel good,
so I must stay in this depressed mood.
For years I let you all push me away,
but now I won't. I will stay.
I won't be gone on your command,
I live for a life to defend.
I'm not dependent on your judgement,
I will depend on me,
no more regret of my do's and don'ts,
no waiting for your agree.
Nobody controls my laughs and cries,
and I won't accept your fúcking lies!
People change, and so do I,
never an answer for your question "why?".
Once and for all,
I will leave your Hell,
to be free, myself and alive as well!!
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"I wíll leave Your Hell," I said,
but the key to strength is hard to get.
When I try to escape, You pull me back,
when I try to remember, my mind goes black.
And when I finally escaped, I'm not far enough,
back in no-time, not so tough...
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I'm not that strong,
every try is wrong,
I've lost the exit of my mind,
and when I search, it's You I find.
I'm not that good,
I reach less I could,
I've lost the one I used to be,
and when I search it's You I see.
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"I will depend on mé," I said,
but the 'me' I want to be, is dead.
When I scream: "I will survive!",
it only lasts for an hour of five.
You don't want to be with me,
but I want to be with You,
can't live with or without,
I want to be free, but dare not to...
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I'm not that strong,
every try is wrong,
I've lost the exit of my mind,
and when I search, it's You I find.
I'm not that good,
I reach less I could,
I've lost the one I used to be,
and when I search it's You I see.
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It's You I love and hate,
it's You that makes me fade,
in every thing I do,
it's you...