Salvation from downfall
Almost a year has passed
feelings are totally changed today
I can enjoy at last
because my head is turned another way
I’ve seen happiness
most of the time
but also sadness
it isn’t a crime
I’ve seen my beautiful girl
my love and my soul mate
as a bright, clear pearl
she still gets the highest rate
she isn’t like me
I don’t care
she is beautiful, smart, caring,
with her long brown hair
I love her the way she is
she doesn’t love me
but I will find the truth
you will see
I’ve seen an evolution
a downfall actually
not by myself
not with me
but I’ve seen a downfall
by my own special love
from cheerful to sad
from living to death
I’ve tried to cheer her up
Every night
Longing for her
Laughing at my tears
Exchanging thoughts
Nothing could stand in my way
Every night
She will be in my
Thoughts
Past words of her in my mind
A deeply desire
Slowly I recognize her face
Moonlight shines at her
One bright face
Nothing could dare me
As a deer, she
Moves in silence
Otherwise I could hear her
Ultimate silence now
Rolling tranquillity
I tried to cheer her up
didn’t worked
she was going down and up
a depression I think
I guess I know
she’s my love
I’m not hers
don’t care
love her as a friend
saved her last moment
from a downfall
a self destruction
into a dark hole
she’s fine
she’s okay
so lets all forget this
and start to pray.
8-3-2005