Thought I could trust you
More then 15 years
I hold my tears
Every day a fight
To make the night
Not showing anyone
That I was on a run
From the pain inside
Searching for light
To unfroze my heart
and have a new start
but I needed aid
I was so afraid
I told you how I felt
About the secrets that I held
Instead you hold me near
Helped me fighting my biggest fear
Fighting against the black
And giving my light back
You choose not to know and not to see
And you ignored me
I thought I could trust you
This, I didn't knew…
Now I'm crying through all the days
Knowing there are no other ways
Tonight I take my knife
And bleeding away my life