Heartbroken and still awake
I turn around once more
My heart burns, it’s going to break
As I crawl towards the door
Relaxing again, I recall
This feeling I still fight
Months ago I began this fall
But the bottom is not in sight
I see your face, I hear your voice
No matter what I do
I don’t feel I have a choice
When I think, there is just you
When we talk nothing’s wrong
But nothing is excellent either
My feeling towards you is very strong
But to you I’m just ether
Do you know this struggle of me
That hunts me day and night
Or is there a possibility
That you don’t know about this fight
You knowing what I do know
With this result, I couldn’t stand
But, someday, my feelings will show
And until then, I’m “just a friend”