I'm feeling sick,
I'm feeling ill,
I don't wanne live
in this world
with all its pain
and saidness
with all those people
who think they're
better than you...
but there's always
one person you can
cound on .. he is your
best friend ..you think:
"nobody can ever change that"
'till he disappers...
he's gone..
maybe not forever ..
but now he's gone..
you're lost..in this world
with all those people..
all this pain..
you're faithing away..
the only friend you got
left is your knife..
the scars aren't healling
'cause you're scared ..
scared of what's coming.
the only thing that can
chear you up is the thought
that one day.. your life ends..
everything stops..
that would be the best day of my life!
.