That morning I told you a lie
I ran away without goodbye
Scared of you and the things you felt
Terrified it would bring it back
I left you there, in a killing pain
You were there when I felt the same
I’d never let you down
You could cry in my arms
But I couldn’t deal your pain
I couldn’t see your wounds
Now hate me, break me!
You needed me more then ever
You called me to put you back together
Nothing ever felt so hard
When I myself pulled us apart
I was your best friend
i’ll never look you in the face
you were everything, held me in this game
you’re every piece, that fills my life
you make it so damn right
without you, by now i was gone
you saved me, did never wrong
and all of you was good
you made me fine
gave me another day
i let you die
thrust me, i said
i’ll never let you down
give me your hand
i’ll always help you out
and the moment came
and i saw your pain
and you needed my face
my safe embrace
i would make it okay
but then i ran away
i was your best friend
i’ll never put right
what i did that day
and the weeks after
i couldn’t bag you, i didn’t dare
i wouldn’t face the truth
i was still scared
i knew my mistake
you had everything to hate me
you still have
and i can’t come back
you may not forgive me
maybe you would
you’re too good, you know
and i wanna come back
and hold you in my arms
and give you all the consolation i took away from you
and keep your eyes free from this tears
and love you and maybe we could start again
but we can’t
you are everything, you are never wrong
i’m nothing more, then a weak one
so please don’t forgive me
please go on
make best a friend, like you had in me
but a better one…
you’re still my best friend