i'm so sorry but i ,
cant take it anymore .
to walk around and feeling ,
so dead and sad inside.
don't cy for me ,
just think that i'm ,
gonna be okey.
and that i'll be happy for ever.
i'm so tired of always crying.
or to be alone and when i cut myself,
i can see the pain flowing ,
but it isn't enough to make it go away.
it's a mess inside of me ,
and i've tryed to fix it .
but the sadness and the blood ,
got through it and so is ,
everything broken again.
my hunger to death ,
is making me cold .
cold of fear an fear ,
that i would live forever.
and the conclusion of all this is ,
that i am gonna take my own life.
because it'hurts me to much.
and i can't bare it anymore.
*** i'm not gonna kill myself but i want do die weird isn't it . i wrote this with tears dropping down on the paper***