I really do not understand you anymore,
I,
I do what you have been telling me,
And now it is not okey,
What is going on I ask myself,
I do not get it,
I do not,
I finally do what you and a lot of people have been telling all of my life,
And now,
That is not good or something,
I finally worry about it,
And now,
Now,
I am making myself doubt for nothing you say,
Come on be honest you say,
You say a lot,
And i might be acting like i believe you but i do not,
When you say this is making be so increddible unhappy,
I wanna say yeh,
It does,
It sure does,
But this is me now,
I lost the happy part,
Somewhere,
I will find it back,
I am sure,
But before that I need to be in doubt,
So support me in fixing my doubts,
I think that helps me,
For feeling happy,
Ever again!