I could feel the warmth of your words on my face
I tried to touch the place of where they came from
But what appeared under my fingertips was cold and harsh
Emotionless
Violently I busted my fists against this glass wall
My tears crawling from my eyes froze on the surface
I inhaled dust and saw I had fallen on the floor
I could not sink deeper, or the building should collapse
When it became dark I embraced my bed with difficulty
The soft and warm sheets lying on it
Could not bring me comfort, as I felt numb and unimportant
I wanted to suffocate in my pillow
Yet it did not happen
I was awake
All night long
And I heard and saw nature crying with me
Big great tears fell for me that day and many more days after that
The cold of the rain and stormwind would carress me
And let me feel safe inside myself
My demons were blown away
So I would not have to hide for the dark any longer
The price for that was insomnia
I would not sleep an other night